| Dear YOU,
...i guess its just that sad time of year...
i just keep thinking about decisions. wow. what a wierd concept. seriously. you have to stick with what you go with, and never know the outcome of what would have happened.
so i got in a fight with the mom
thats always fun, and it makes me think, a lot. topic 1 and only- friends. friends. friends. i just think back, to those good times. and now, now do all those years even matter to you? they do to me, at least i think they do. i hope they do. i haven't hung out with you this whole year. i don't know you, who are you? how are you? can we talk? maybe, but no, it doesn't matter. we don't connect anymore, we don't relate anymore...
i was reading something someone once wrote me, and it just made me remember things
and how i am SOOOO scared for this summer, so scared. i can't even explain cuz sometimes i'll be so excited, but most of the time i think about who and what i'm going to be missing. we won't even be friends when i get back, not like we really are friends now...
not like you are even reading to here, but i am a person who is very consciousness. i stick with what i believe in, yet i always see the other side..of everything. i see both points of view and i understand both. so here i am thinking im so sad about a lot of stuff right now, and they other side is why are you sad? live life to the fullest, don't worry, be happy. who am i??
i am a wall
love always,
me |